Loss of a child.......... Romance

  • View author's info Author posted on Jul 28, 2005 11:33


    Most that know me know I've been trying my damnest to move from the west coast to live the life of Riley on the east coast for the last 3 1/2 years....I have the Ex from Hell.. geuss we all have one or another...anyway the courts gave him custody of my young men, weird how that works...I had them 24/7 now he gets the duty....Should be interesting? My guys are o.k. with it Hell my 12 year old said" Mom he won't last 3 months" got to love those young men.....troopers....

    I needed to vent and I know I can do that here...don't get me wrong my hearts breaking but I got a basket to pick up the pieces....

    In the mean time I'm moving and going to build a home for my men to be proud of.....they will be playing in my pool again soon!
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  • View author's info posted on Sep 02, 2005 11:36



    secretsquirrel write:

    thunderunderme write:
    Me too...me too...I wanna hear from you..love ya lady Rocky.


    Babe I will give ya the dirt...pulled out the big guns....I have to dress
    like a coutured lady...

    Damn no jeans and leather!! I can already feel the rash!



    hey hey HEY--i am in MO, **i'm get'n jealous over here damnit** i WANNA see you too,{say that w/a whine} or i'm taken my marbles and goen home!!!!
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 23:14



    thunderunderme write:
    Me too...me too...I wanna hear from you..love ya lady Rocky.


    Babe I will give ya the dirt...pulled out the big guns....I have to dress like a coutured lady...

    Damn no jeans and leather!! I can already feel the rash!
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 23:11



    HarleyGurl35 write:

    secretsquirrel write:

    TNBrowneyes write:

    tomorrow is the day....



    Rocky, know that you will be thought of as you stand before the judge by those here that consider you a friend (even those you haven't met yet). Whatever you do, don't let HIM see you shed a tear. Be strong for your boys. In the end they know who loves them best.



    Thank you sweetie....

    Taking my confidence and the Big guy upstairs with me....

    The next time he will ever see me cry is at my young mans wedding....or the birth of my grandbaby's...just thinking about it makes me weepy!

    Thanks for the ma*il....hope you understand this is keeping me busy right now ....will call and give ya an update...



    I sure hope you realize how many people are thinking about you. It would make your boys proud.

    The closest thing I've come to this kind of hurt is NOT being able to have children. Count your blessings. You have more than you may realize, and you probably give more than you realize, too.

    Be tough. It makes us girls proud to see another stand so strong.



    thank you H lady....nice to see a new face with an opinion....

    I'm proud of my men for there tolerance......
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 19:56



    secretsquirrel write:

    TNBrowneyes write:

    tomorrow is the day....



    Rocky, know that you will be thought of as you stand before the judge by those here that consider you a friend (even those you haven't met yet). Whatever you do, don't let HIM see you shed a tear. Be strong for your boys. In the end they know who loves them best.



    Thank you sweetie....

    Taking my confidence and the Big guy upstairs with me....

    The next time he will ever see me cry is at my young mans wedding....or the birth of my grandbaby's...just thinking about it makes me weepy!

    Thanks for the ma*il....hope you understand this is keeping me busy right now ....will call and give ya an update...



    I sure hope you realize how many people are thinking about you. It would make your boys proud.

    The closest thing I've come to this kind of hurt is NOT being able to have children. Count your blessings. You have more than you may realize, and you probably give more than you realize, too.

    Be tough. It makes us girls proud to see another stand so strong.
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 19:22


    Me too...me too...I wanna hear from you..love ya lady Rocky.
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 13:09



    Nodey write:
    Rocky,you have my number if you need to talk to anyone tomorrow. it's going to be an emotionallly draining day for you.

    I'm here if you need me .



    Thanks Sunshine you and the little dude will be hearing from me......
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 12:48


    Rocky,you have my number if you need to talk to anyone tomorrow. it's going to be an emotionallly draining day for you.

    I'm here if you need me .
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 12:38



    secretsquirrel write:

    TNBrowneyes write:

    tomorrow is the day....



    Rocky, know that you will be thought of as you stand before the judge by those here that consider you a friend (even those you haven't met yet). Whatever you do, don't let HIM see you shed a tear. Be strong for your boys. In the end they know who loves them best.



    Thank you sweetie....

    Taking my confidence and the Big guy upstairs with me....

    The next time he will ever see me cry is at my young mans wedding....or the birth of my grandbaby's...just thinking about it makes me weepy!

    Thanks for the ma*il....hope you understand this is keeping me busy right now ....will call and give ya an update...



    Remember ya always got backup like a mothafukka baby!!!!!!!
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 12:20



    TNBrowneyes write:

    tomorrow is the day....



    Rocky, know that you will be thought of as you stand before the judge by those here that consider you a friend (even those you haven't met yet). Whatever you do, don't let HIM see you shed a tear. Be strong for your boys. In the end they know who loves them best.



    Thank you sweetie....

    Taking my confidence and the Big guy upstairs with me....

    The next time he will ever see me cry is at my young mans wedding....or the birth of my grandbaby's...just thinking about it makes me weepy!

    Thanks for the ma*il....hope you understand this is keeping me busy right now ....will call and give ya an update...
  • View author's info posted on Aug 29, 2005 11:30



    deepseacaptain write:

    secretsquirrel write:

    deepseacaptain write:
    Rocky, I am so sorry that is happening. I know some of the pain you feel. I know that time will eventually erase the mistakes of the past. I myself am in a custody battle now with my 3 year old daughters mother. My 3 year old told me, her nanny, and a third person on 3 seperate occasions, in the last month now, that her stepfather has been touching her under her diaper. The problem is, she had not mentioned it to a medical doctor or an investigator from the office of child services(when I brought her to the hospital and reported it to O.C.S.) As far as the law is concerned she (my daughter) could say it to a room full of people but, unless one person worked for O.C.S. or was a medical doctor, then it is all considered "hear-say" and does not count in the eyes of the law. Now I am paying nearly $1600 a month for my daughter, and her mother refuses to believe any of it. In her mind I made it up and other people are just collaberating. She also refuses to let me see my daughter because she claims I "made it up" to cause her and her husband trouble. Until this he and I were always cool with each other and she and I always had a great relationship for my daughters sake. But now, I am a S.O.B. and until there is a court order, I will not be allowed to see my daughter.
    So I do know somewhat how you are feeling.
    Bikerman, thank you also for sharing, as well. Sometimes the law is so blind it's like they really push the envelope on "innocent until proven guilty."



    Deep I'm so sorry to see that your court is that ugly...I hope your young one is being allowed to counseling ...if your not being heard that the only way....


    Thank you, As soon as I can start getting her again I will sure do that. The O.C.S. will not allow me to speak of it, in hopes that she will forget. I on the other hand think that is crap. I will not have my daughter grow up having to repress that. Again I pray also your boys are back with you soon. Their voices will be herd.



    Cappy....

    your young one is going to need alot of help if they don't allow her to get it out...and talk about it...suppressing such awful and ugly experiences will only create even bigger problems later in her life....

    The fact that you know it and are waiting to seek the help she will need will be a comfort for her in the long run....Don't ever give up!!!!

    My boys are going to be O'K'

    they know I love them and everything is happening but it's not forever and God willing they will be back under my room next summer!!!!

    tomorrow is the day....
  • View author's info posted on Aug 27, 2005 14:45



    deepseacaptain write:
    Rocky, I am so sorry that is happening. I know some of the pain you feel. I know that time will eventually erase the mistakes of the past. I myself am in a custody battle now with my 3 year old daughters mother. My 3 year old told me, her nanny, and a third person on 3 seperate occasions, in the last month now, that her stepfather has been touching her under her diaper. The problem is, she had not mentioned it to a medical doctor or an investigator from the office of child services(when I brought her to the hospital and reported it to O.C.S.) As far as the law is concerned she (my daughter) could say it to a room full of people but, unless one person worked for O.C.S. or was a medical doctor, then it is all considered "hear-say" and does not count in the eyes of the law. Now I am paying nearly $1600 a month for my daughter, and her mother refuses to believe any of it. In her mind I made it up and other people are just collaberating. She also refuses to let me see my daughter because she claims I "made it up" to cause her and her husband trouble. Until this he and I were always cool with each other and she and I always had a great relationship for my daughters sake. But now, I am a S.O.B. and until there is a court order, I will not be allowed to see my daughter.
    So I do know somewhat how you are feeling.
    Bikerman, thank you also for sharing, as well. Sometimes the law is so blind it's like they really push the envelope on "innocent until proven guilty."



    deep

    you need to make sure she gets counseling ASAP
  • View author's info posted on Aug 27, 2005 00:59



    smile2005 write:
    Hi Rocky, Just wanting you to know that I'm still keeping you in my thoughts & prayers regarding everything going on in your life right now. I was happy to read that you & your boys had a great time at Doc's party! Keep the Faith girlfriend! Take care~



    Thank you smiles! I conseeeed gave up he gets to be me 24/7 he beeached at me 2 days into taking care of them....middle man laughed and said "Mom he won't last 3 months"

    there going to have fun with him...
  • View author's info posted on Aug 27, 2005 00:53



    TNBrowneyes write:
    Rocky, when you come to visit your brother, you got a date! Just let me know. Heck, maybe you can come to Memphis & we can go to Graceland so you can she how Elvis lived!

    Lady I would love that!

    can you send me a number? squirrels on the loose.. retired today...
  • View author's info posted on Aug 27, 2005 00:50



    deepseacaptain write:
    Rocky, I am so sorry that is happening. I know some of the pain you feel. I know that time will eventually erase the mistakes of the past. I myself am in a custody battle now with my 3 year old daughters mother. My 3 year old told me, her nanny, and a third person on 3 seperate occasions, in the last month now, that her stepfather has been touching her under her diaper. The problem is, she had not mentioned it to a medical doctor or an investigator from the office of child services(when I brought her to the hospital and reported it to O.C.S.) As far as the law is concerned she (my daughter) could say it to a room full of people but, unless one person worked for O.C.S. or was a medical doctor, then it is all considered "hear-say" and does not count in the eyes of the law. Now I am paying nearly $1600 a month for my daughter, and her mother refuses to believe any of it. In her mind I made it up and other people are just collaberating. She also refuses to let me see my daughter because she claims I "made it up" to cause her and her husband trouble. Until this he and I were always cool with each other and she and I always had a great relationship for my daughters sake. But now, I am a S.O.B. and until there is a court order, I will not be allowed to see my daughter.
    So I do know somewhat how you are feeling.
    Bikerman, thank you also for sharing, as well. Sometimes the law is so blind it's like they really push the envelope on "innocent until proven guilty."



    Deep I'm so sorry to see that your court is that ugly...I hope your young one is being allowed to counseling ...if your not being heard that the only way....
  • View author's info posted on Aug 26, 2005 13:04


    Hi Rocky, Just wanting you to know that I'm still keeping you in my thoughts & prayers regarding everything going on in your life right now. I was happy to read that you & your boys had a great time at Doc's party! Keep the Faith girlfriend! Take care~
  • View author's info posted on Aug 25, 2005 09:51



    TNBrowneyes write:
    Rocky, how are things coming on the move? From the looks of the posts, you guys had a fantastic time at Doc's. I know the time is drawing near for the boys to go live with their dad. Just wanted you to know, you are being thought of.



    By the way My Brother lives in Nashville and I'm planning on visiting him would love to get together with you if that can be arranged while I'm in your lovely state!
  • View author's info posted on Aug 25, 2005 09:48



    TNBrowneyes write:
    Rocky, how are things coming on the move? From the looks of the posts, you guys had a fantastic time at Doc's. I know the time is drawing near for the boys to go live with their dad. Just wanted you to know, you are being thought of.

    Thank you Lady for your thoughtfulness..trying to keep a VERY open mind right now.....I'm keeping very busy..I'll be unemployed as of tomorrow....but that is a good thing!!! I want the time and freedom to do a few thng I've always wanted to do!! Going to court on Tuesday to do the deed....Ex not happy I've come to terms with everthing...it's the best thing for the childern right now...Going to be at Char's with some wonderful people next week and I don't have to come back to Cali except to sign paper on the sale of my home and put my worldly goods in storage...take some time with my men...and then it's off to my trusty McRandy and a felt pen to map my trip....going on a sabatical with my bird and all the plactic my purse can carry!!!

    Look out U.S.A. the squirrel is on the loose!!!

    I want to visit as many people I've met here as I can!!

    I'll have my men back next summer...
    Thank you T for asking
  • View author's info posted on Aug 06, 2005 11:28



    secretsquirrel write:

    lady_bug write:

    secretsquirrel write:

    lady_bug write:
    almost forgot to share this with you SS, i find it to be true and fact-ual!! tell me if you feel the same?

    A study conducted by UCLA's department of Psychiatry has revealed that the
    kind of male face a woman finds attractive can differ depending on where
    she is in her menstrual cycle.

    For instance, if she is ovulating she is attracted to men with rugged and
    masculine features.

    However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she is more prone to be attracted to a man with scissors lodged in his temple and a bat jammed up his asss while he's on fire.

    No further studies are expected or needed.

    Pretty much sums it up in a short sweet way, huh?.....plus some of the visuals i'm gett'n are AWSOME and makes me smile on the inside as well as the outside...ahahahhaaa,,,hahhaha,,,fucckenworthless Bas-Terds!!

    {{for all you biatches out there that have been dubbed part of the "BITCHOLOGY" KLAN, give a "Bitch* Salute" out loud where-ever you may be, and DON"T forget to click your heels...LMAO......}}}



    OH MY GOD!!!!! I MISSED CHA BUG!!!

    you sure know how to get a girl out of her fu*ck I mean funk!!!

    thing are happening fast here....house is ready to hit the sale rack!

    My guys are getting used to the idea of staying with there dad this school year....Gives me time to get my new business running and found a house to buy....Going to miss the hell out of them..but it's not forever!!! Bug love the way you talk!!!


    HAA_AHAHHA_AHAHHAA, THANKS SS THAT GAVE ME A BIG 'OL SMILE, i missed you too sweets, yeah SS, the'GREATest NUT COLLECTOR slash TREE CLIMBER w/MINI MUNCHing ability, no-body can keep you down and
    see g/f ~~ 'ITS ALL GONNA BE OK!! ;) ~~ and don't forget what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger..lol....lol


    Damn Bug! I've been all that and still hungry for more fuggin nutts...thats what got me in to all this sheet!!!

    thats it I'm turning Lesbo!
    I can love women too!!! just kiddin!!

    Damn if those extra male appendages don't draw the squirrel sniffer into action!!

    sheet I'm joining a convent!!!
    wonder what they wear under them outfits?


    Sniff this baby!!!!!!!

    heh heh heh
  • View author's info posted on Aug 05, 2005 20:21



    lady_bug write:

    secretsquirrel write:

    lady_bug write:
    almost forgot to share this with you SS, i find it to be true and fact-ual!! tell me if you feel the same?

    A study conducted by UCLA's department of Psychiatry has revealed that the
    kind of male face a woman finds attractive can differ depending on where
    she is in her menstrual cycle.

    For instance, if she is ovulating she is attracted to men with rugged and
    masculine features.

    However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she is more prone to be attracted to a man with scissors lodged in his temple and a bat jammed up his asss while he's on fire.

    No further studies are expected or needed.

    Pretty much sums it up in a short sweet way, huh?.....plus some of the visuals i'm gett'n are AWSOME and makes me smile on the inside as well as the outside...ahahahhaaa,,,hahhaha,,,fucckenworthless Bas-Terds!!

    {{for all you biatches out there that have been dubbed part of the "BITCHOLOGY" KLAN, give a "Bitch* Salute" out loud where-ever you may be, and DON"T forget to click your heels...LMAO......}}}



    OH MY GOD!!!!! I MISSED CHA BUG!!!

    you sure know how to get a girl out of her fu*ck I mean funk!!!

    thing are happening fast here....house is ready to hit the sale rack!

    My guys are getting used to the idea of staying with there dad this school year....Gives me time to get my new business running and found a house to buy....Going to miss the hell out of them..but it's not forever!!! Bug love the way you talk!!!


    HAA_AHAHHA_AHAHHAA, THANKS SS THAT GAVE ME A BIG 'OL SMILE, i missed you too sweets, yeah SS, the'GREATest NUT COLLECTOR slash TREE CLIMBER w/MINI MUNCHing ability, no-body can keep you down and
    see g/f ~~ 'ITS ALL GONNA BE OK!! ;) ~~ and don't forget what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger..lol....lol


    Damn Bug! I've been all that and still hungry for more fuggin nutts...thats what got me in to all this sheet!!!

    thats it I'm turning Lesbo!
    I can love women too!!! just kiddin!!

    Damn if those extra male appendages don't draw the squirrel sniffer into action!!

    sheet I'm joining a convent!!!
    wonder what they wear under them outfits?
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