My perfect day is waking up everymorning and not falling into the traps that people who play games and lie and are scandlis try to get me in. And when they realize I won't get involved they get mad, ha,ha!!! I like to keep reaching higher levels of consiousness, its a high for me and makes me stronger each time. And so that gives me more time to apprciate the important things in life, even the littlest things mean sooooooo Much!!!!
Being able to hear , see, walk, touch, taste, are all wonderful ways of starting your day. And the ones who maybe don't have all their senses, they know how to appreciate what they do have left. Part of my great day is being able to post on here, Blessings,
The sun rises, it's rays bursting through the windows, the Dream Catcher reflections upon the bed, the soft chirping of distant birds mixing in with her shallow breathing, her hair laying across the pillow. Smiling as I look at her sleeping beauty, my sleeping beauty. Leaning over to her, kissing her tenderly upon the cheek, watching her wake, with a smile...a smile that sends a shiver down my spine, raises the goose bumps upon my body. A smile of love and affection. A kiss, sensuous love making as the sun beams on the bed...bodies joining as one.
I don't mean to be rude or disrespectful to anyone, I got a thousand bucks that says my past loss experiences are worse than any three here combined, for years I just wanted to shoot myself but raising my son, with no mom, won over that. Now he's grown and well and my humor keeps me going strong, I laugh at my own jokes and at myself. If I offend anyone it's unintentional.
I can not tell you how many times I have come here to post my 'perfect day'...and am unable to. An overwhelming sense of sadness comes over me...takes my breath away...and my tears flow..
Why?, b/c I can not find words to describe that perfect day. I have had them all I believe.
hddude.... strange how a few words from a stranger on a computer screen can put things into perspective, huh? If I gave you "food for thought" I'm glad... wish I could give you your perfect day with your dad...