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Posted on Thu, Nov 29, 2007 21:33

Well if you can not sleep at night try righting all your wrongs. Try treating folks that cared for you and took you in like you appriciate them. Try not talking bad about everyone that has ever opened their door and welcomed you in. Be thankful for what you have not what you do not have. Some folks go through life hurting others at every turn they take. I have always tried to treat folks well have a good word for everyone, hold my tongue, but I can only hold it so long then the truth comes out when poked and proded. I try to be thankful for what God has given me...I try to thank thoose that have help me along my many journeys in life. Loss is painful and to my friend whom lost her brother today.....my heart bleeds for you....but he's with Moma now and they're looking down at us. Let's make em proud. To my other friend whom has a knife in my back right now...please remove it!


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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 21:11

Re:No it was your attacks on me no matter what blog I write, or comment on that just made you comment and bash me and yet again. The only refrence to pills was in this blog like I said read it all again, I clarified one comment that was taken the wrong way. I have fired many a nurse for doing such a thing, or for mis charting meds, I would never use medication on a patient to make my day better as you say I have. NightNurse write: Re: No, it is not there. I remember it. I remember a lot of comments on it. Some of the comments were oppposed to what you did. I'm not gonna comment back to you anymore. This is YOUR comment to me that started all this: Re:HDCouple4U2NV write:I wonder if this was your house being robbed and your things had been violated hey lets just say your teenage daughter was home from school sick, would you still feel this was a bit much? I feel if you come close to my home or my neighbors home I will shoot and I am a darn good shot. And as far as could he have aimed for the knee he was shooting a shot gun, to those of you that don't know it splatters pellets everywhere. I think he deserves an award! I also feel if this was legal everywhere there would be NO crime! Sorry ladies just my opion. You "bashed" my comment and opinion and insulted me,by challenging my dedication and devotion to my family/loved ones/property. You fucked with me and treaded upon my personal beliefs and family values.I retaliated,rightfully so. I have nothing more to say.



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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 19:37


Re: No, it is not there. I remember it. I remember a lot of comments on it. Some of the comments were oppposed to what you did. I'm not gonna comment back to you anymore. This is YOUR comment to me that started all this: Re:HDCouple4U2NV write:I wonder if this was your house being robbed and your things had been violated hey lets just say your teenage daughter was home from school sick, would you still feel this was a bit much? I feel if you come close to my home or my neighbors home I will shoot and I am a darn good shot. And as far as could he have aimed for the knee he was shooting a shot gun, to those of you that don't know it splatters pellets everywhere. I think he deserves an award! I also feel if this was legal everywhere there would be NO crime! Sorry ladies just my opion. You "bashed" my comment and opinion and insulted me,by challenging my dedication and devotion to my family/loved ones/property. You fucked with me and treaded upon my personal beliefs and family values.I retaliated,rightfully so. I have nothing more to say.


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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 19:09

Re:There was no Benzo blog! Like I said I have never erased any blog I wrote they are all still there. NightNurse write: Oh, I see you posted the Getting older blog. Hummmm... So, where is the benzos blog?



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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 18:57

Oh, I see you posted the Getting older blog. Hummmm... So, where is the benzos blog?


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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 18:44

Re: I have never erased a blog I wrote! Nore do I hide anything I have never given any aptient any kind of drug to benifit me EVER! So you better watch what you accuse me of. Anything I wrote is still here so go find it I brought the blog up I wrote about the elderly lady I work for and her family read it all and you may understand it is in English! NightNurse write: Re: You wrote a blog about an elderly couple you worked for who wore the same clothes all the time, and how they "drove you crazy" and you bitched and moaned and complained about them and their family in the blog.You also mentioned in another blog how you gave benzos to an elderly woman,not for her benifit,but for yours,to keep her from being annoying to you."Driving you crazy" was the term you used. Ironically enough, the proof of what you wrote is gone. Guess you had to cover your tracks,so you deleted the blogs. You attacked my me negativly and challenged my faith and honor to my loved ones and family on the What do you think blog. You started this. Now I am finishing it. Go ahead and try to paint your ugly picture of me and make yourself out to be so humble. I could care less how you think of me. You invite people to be nasty to you. I am not hiding behind my computer. I am right here. I have no problem with saying what I have said to you in person. If I could, I would. Only thing that prevents that is,you don't live in the next town or state which makes it difficult to do so. HDCouple4U2NV write: Re:First I do not work for a couple...don't know where you get that from. I care for an elderlt lady and the blog was in concern for her because her family was not properly seeing to her needs so read it again! I have read plenty of your prro me blogs and comments..your right we have all been through a lot it is called life an I am a survivor! I do not care if you do not like me. I was not put on this earth to please you! Just get off me! Leave me alone. I have hurt no one other than Manny and if she would have read the e-mails I sent or would have taken my phone calls I tried to appoligise for my being played a fool by another member on here, but I can admit I am and was wrong more than I can say for you. You bash folks all the time. I have never said nothing on here I would not say to someones face I do not hide behind my computer. I came on here to find friends and I did but along the way I have encountered some nasty hateful bitter folks like you. Get over yourself! NightNurse write: I don't consider this a contest. So,win or lose,it matters not to me. I'm not miserable at all. And,actually I do have fun,and I am a lotta fun. I just don't find you to be fun. You are a phoney.You are a hypocrite.You can be quite nasty and sharp tongued,and down right inappropiate,and,YOU have hurt some people here. I would love to go the extra distance and post some exerpts from those blogs. However,I feel I am already spending too much time writing this response back to you. I would much rather be saying it to you in person. When you get yourself in deep shit,you pull out your "I'm good Christian" costume,put it on,and dress yourself up to be so innoccent and misunderstood. You are dripping with bitter sweetness and false kindness. It is sickening. That explains the pic I posted. There are several blogs in which you have shown your true colors on. I am not the only person who has seen you for who and what you really are. True faith is not something you can put on and take off only when the occasion rises or calls for it. Faith is something that is worn all the time,inside and out. So what if you've been thru a lot. You use that as an excuse? WE ALL have been thru a lot. You are not exempt.You wear all your troubles on your sleeve,and post them for everyone to see in just about all your posts. I post some things that are troubling me, but,not everything. Unlike you,I take into consideration that no matter how bad I think my problems are, someone else may have it worse,and I respect that. Lastly,I think you were heartless and cold in reference to the blog you posted a while back about the elderly couple you work for. Enough said. Sincerity makes the very least person to be of more value than the most talented hypocrite. Charles Spurgeon



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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 18:38

Re: You wrote a blog about an elderly couple you worked for who wore the same clothes all the time, and how they "drove you crazy" and you bitched and moaned and complained about them and their family in the blog.You also mentioned in another blog how you gave benzos to an elderly woman,not for her benifit,but for yours,to keep her from being annoying to you." because she was driving you crazy" that was the terminology you used. Ironically enough, the proof of what you wrote is gone. Guess you had to cover your tracks,so you deleted the blogs. For the record: YOU "bashed" my comment aand attacked my me negativly by challenging my integrity and honor to my loved ones and family on the What do you think blog. You started this. Now I am finishing it. Go ahead and try to paint your ugly picture of me and make yourself out to be so innocent and humble. You invite people to be nasty to you. I am not hiding behind my computer. I am right here.I have absolutly no problem with saying what I have said to you in person. If I could, I would. Only thing that prevents that is,you don't live in the next town or state,or in close enough traveling distance, which makes it difficult to do so. HDCouple4U2NV write: Re:First I do not work for a couple...don't know where you get that from. I care for an elderlt lady and the blog was in concern for her because her family was not properly seeing to her needs so read it again! I have read plenty of your prro me blogs and comments..your right we have all been through a lot it is called life an I am a survivor! I do not care if you do not like me. I was not put on this earth to please you! Just get off me! Leave me alone. I have hurt no one other than Manny and if she would have read the e-mails I sent or would have taken my phone calls I tried to appoligise for my being played a fool by another member on here, but I can admit I am and was wrong more than I can say for you. You bash folks all the time. I have never said nothing on here I would not say to someones face I do not hide behind my computer. I came on here to find friends and I did but along the way I have encountered some nasty hateful bitter folks like you. Get over yourself! NightNurse write: I don't consider this a contest. So,win or lose,it matters not to me. I'm not miserable at all. And,actually I do have fun,and I am a lotta fun. I just don't find you to be fun. You are a phoney.You are a hypocrite.You can be quite nasty and sharp tongued,and down right inappropiate,and,YOU have hurt some people here. I would love to go the extra distance and post some exerpts from those blogs. However,I feel I am already spending too much time writing this response back to you. I would much rather be saying it to you in person. When you get yourself in deep shit,you pull out your "I'm good Christian" costume,put it on,and dress yourself up to be so innoccent and misunderstood. You are dripping with bitter sweetness and false kindness. It is sickening. That explains the pic I posted. There are several blogs in which you have shown your true colors on. I am not the only person who has seen you for who and what you really are. True faith is not something you can put on and take off only when the occasion rises or calls for it. Faith is something that is worn all the time,inside and out. So what if you've been thru a lot. You use that as an excuse? WE ALL have been thru a lot. You are not exempt.You wear all your troubles on your sleeve,and post them for everyone to see in just about all your posts. I post some things that are troubling me, but,not everything. Unlike you,I take into consideration that no matter how bad I think my problems are, someone else may have it worse,and I respect that. Lastly,I think you were heartless and cold in reference to the blog you posted a while back about the elderly couple you work for. Enough said. Sincerity makes the very least person to be of more value than the most talented hypocrite. Charles Spurgeon



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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 15:53

Re:Oh Junie it was not me having the trouble sleeping...our star boarder was before he left. Junie2006 write: If you are tossing and turning all night its not always about your guilt about things, although confession is always a good start with God. Clears away the rubbish. Sometimes when I am kept awake or am woke abruptly I am meant to pray or interceed for something. You mat have a burden placed on you for that time which God wants you to work through for someone else. May not just be you keeping you awake. junie



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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 14:30

Re:First I do not work for a couple...don't know where you get that from. I care for an elderlt lady and the blog was in concern for her because her family was not properly seeing to her needs so read it again! I have read plenty of your prro me blogs and comments..your right we have all been through a lot it is called life an I am a survivor! I do not care if you do not like me. I was not put on this earth to please you! Just get off me! Leave me alone. I have hurt no one other than Manny and if she would have read the e-mails I sent or would have taken my phone calls I tried to appoligise for my being played a fool by another member on here, but I can admit I am and was wrong more than I can say for you. You bash folks all the time. I have never said nothing on here I would not say to someones face I do not hide behind my computer. I came on here to find friends and I did but along the way I have encountered some nasty hateful bitter folks like you. Get over yourself! NightNurse write: I don't consider this a contest. So,win or lose,it matters not to me. I'm not miserable at all. And,actually I do have fun,and I am a lotta fun. I just don't find you to be fun. You are a phoney.You are a hypocrite.You can be quite nasty and sharp tongued,and down right inappropiate,and,YOU have hurt some people here. I would love to go the extra distance and post some exerpts from those blogs. However,I feel I am already spending too much time writing this response back to you. I would much rather be saying it to you in person. When you get yourself in deep shit,you pull out your "I'm good Christian" costume,put it on,and dress yourself up to be so innoccent and misunderstood. You are dripping with bitter sweetness and false kindness. It is sickening. That explains the pic I posted. There are several blogs in which you have shown your true colors on. I am not the only person who has seen you for who and what you really are. True faith is not something you can put on and take off only when the occasion rises or calls for it. Faith is something that is worn all the time,inside and out. So what if you've been thru a lot. You use that as an excuse? WE ALL have been thru a lot. You are not exempt.You wear all your troubles on your sleeve,and post them for everyone to see in just about all your posts. I post some things that are troubling me, but,not everything. Unlike you,I take into consideration that no matter how bad I think my problems are, someone else may have it worse,and I respect that. Lastly,I think you were heartless and cold in reference to the blog you posted a while back about the elderly couple you work for. Enough said. Sincerity makes the very least person to be of more value than the most talented hypocrite. Charles Spurgeon



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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 09:07

I'm not ready to make nice I'm not ready to back down I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could 'Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should ~Dixie Chicks~ Now I'm finished. I'm outta here.


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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 08:34

I don't consider this a contest. So,win or lose,it matters not to me. I'm not miserable at all. And,actually I do have fun,and I am a lotta fun. I just don't find you to be fun. You are a phoney.You are a hypocrite.You can be quite nasty and sharp tongued,and down right inappropiate,and,YOU have hurt some people here. I would love to go the extra distance and post some exerpts from those blogs. However,I feel I am already spending too much time writing this response back to you. I would much rather be saying it to you in person. When you get yourself in deep shit,you pull out your "I'm good Christian" costume,put it on,and dress yourself up to be so innoccent and misunderstood. You are dripping with bitter sweetness and false kindness. It is sickening. That explains the pic I posted. There are several blogs in which you have shown your true colors on. I am not the only person who has seen you for who and what you really are. True faith is not something you can put on and take off only when the occasion rises or calls for it. Faith is something that is worn all the time,inside and out. So what if you've been thru a lot. You use that as an excuse? WE ALL have been thru a lot. You are not exempt.You wear all your troubles on your sleeve,and post them for everyone to see in just about all your posts. I post some things that are troubling me, but,not everything. Unlike you,I take into consideration that no matter how bad I think my problems are, someone else may have it worse,and I respect that. Lastly,I think you were heartless and cold in reference to the blog you posted a while back about the elderly couple you work for. Enough said. Sincerity makes the very least person to be of more value than the most talented hypocrite. Charles Spurgeon


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Posted on Sat, Dec 01, 2007 06:48

Re:Ouch that shoe hurts my foot moma! LOL your so funny to be so misearble must be no fun for you!, I have been through a lot latley but not even your nasty words can do me in. Sorry you loose. NightNurse write: Maybe you shoulda listened better to your Mama. BTW: My response here was not in reference to, or directed towards your friend and her loss. Also, as far as " some folks care for no one but themselves" My response to YOU is... If the shoe fits,wear it.



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Posted on Fri, Nov 30, 2007 18:54

Maybe you shoulda listened better to your Mama. BTW: My response here was not in reference to, or directed towards your friend and her loss. Also, as far as " some folks care for no one but themselves" My response to YOU is... If the shoe fits,wear it.


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Posted on Fri, Nov 30, 2007 15:46

AMEN HEATHER AMEN


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Posted on Fri, Nov 30, 2007 14:10

Re:MAN I DID NOT EVEN SAY WHO IT WAS AND YOU HIT HIS PERSONALITY ON THE HEAD WITH THAT NAIL. IT SEEMS A SHAME THAT FOLKS SIT AROUND AND CREATE PROBLEMS FOR THEMSELVES THEN WHEN THAY RUN OUT OF THINGS TO DO TO THEMSELVES THEY CONCENTRATE ON THOSE CLOSEST TO THEM. I'M WITH YOU GO VISIT A NURSING HOME HELP PASS SNACKS FEED THE ELDERLY OR GO FEED THE HOMELESS! AND NN MY MOMA TOLD BE TO KEEP MY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS TO MYSELF, I WAS TRYING TO SAY A PRAYER FOR MY FRIEND VIC WHOM LOST HER BROTHER YESTERDAY. SOME FOLKS CARE FOR NO ONE BUT THEMSELVES! windonheather write: Friend???? What friend would knife you? Only an enemy. People who hurt others are insecure about themselves. Want to be the center of attention, are full mischief because they are not at peace. Lip flaps too much, don't know what else to do with their time. I say....feed the homeless, visit the elderly in a nursing home, go to the cancer hospital and take a gift to a child with cancer. Life is too short to focus on the enemies. You are a good woman and Tom is a great man. Blessing to both of you. Rest well my friend. Hugs



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Posted on Fri, Nov 30, 2007 01:43

If you are tossing and turning all night its not always about your guilt about things, although confession is always a good start with God. Clears away the rubbish. Sometimes when I am kept awake or am woke abruptly I am meant to pray or interceed for something. You mat have a burden placed on you for that time which God wants you to work through for someone else. May not just be you keeping you awake. junie


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Posted on Thu, Nov 29, 2007 23:04

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Posted on Thu, Nov 29, 2007 22:40

Friend???? What friend would knife you? Only an enemy. People who hurt others are insecure about themselves. Want to be the center of attention, are full mischief because they are not at peace. Lip flaps too much, don't know what else to do with their time. I say....feed the homeless, visit the elderly in a nursing home, go to the cancer hospital and take a gift to a child with cancer. Life is too short to focus on the enemies. You are a good woman and Tom is a great man. Blessing to both of you. Rest well my friend. Hugs


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