If you could say something to the one you love,the one you lust, or yearn for without saying who they were,What would you say if they could read this blog?..(for some of you maybe they will be reading this blog)
If you could say something to the one you love,the one you lust, or yearn for without saying who they were,What would you say if they could read this blog?..(for some of you maybe they will be reading this blog)
I miss us so very much....the fun, the laughter, the connection, the friendship......the love.
I wish...........
Some things never change You were always just the one I couldn't live without. And I can't turn some page And pretend it's all undone and I don't love you now. You close your eyes And remember what I told you. This is me talkin now. This is me who loves you still And you know I always will.
Big Guy,
I miss us so very much....the fun, the laughter, the connection, the friendship......the love.
I wish...........
Some things never change
You were always just the one I couldn't live without.
And I can't turn some page
And pretend it's all undone and I don't love you now.
You close your eyes
And remember what I told you.
This is me talkin now.
This is me who loves you still
And you know I always will.
Re:they are much softer if the implant is over the muscle, and they move much more naturally then too. The ones that have the implant under the muscle are the hard ones, but they last longer that way and are more resistant to rupturing
motorpsych0bich write: "have fun at the bikini bike wash, i hope them fake boobies dong dent your fender, you know how hard they are" :) hehe
Re:they are much softer if the implant is over the muscle, and they move much more naturally then too. The ones that have the implant under the muscle are the hard ones, but they last longer that way and are more resistant to rupturing
motorpsych0bich write: "have fun at the bikini bike wash, i hope them fake boobies dong dent your fender, you know how hard they are" :) hehe
God permits "the Satan" to put the virtue of Job to the test, at first by giving him power over his property, but forbidding him to touch his person. Satan began by taking away all of Job's riches, his livestock, his house, his servants, and his children; a series of messengers informs him that they have perished in various disasters.
Job rends his clothes, shaves his head, and falls down upon the ground saying, "Naked I came from my mother's womb, And naked shall I return there. The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; Blessed be the name of the Lord.
As Job endures these calamities without reproaching Divine Providence, Satan solicits permission to afflict his person as well, and God says, "Behold he is in your hand, but don?t touch his life." Satan, therefore, smites him with dreadful boils, and Job, seated in ashes, scrapes off the corruption with a pot shard. His wife wants him to "curse God, and die" but Job answers, "Shall we receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive evil?""
Remember...in the END God rewards Job's faith by doubling his riches and bestowing great blessings...
God permits "the Satan" to put the virtue of Job to the test, at first by giving him power over his property, but forbidding him to touch his person. Satan began by taking away all of Job's riches, his livestock, his house, his servants, and his children; a series of messengers informs him that they have perished in various disasters.
Job rends his clothes, shaves his head, and falls down upon the ground saying, "Naked I came from my mother's womb, And naked shall I return there. The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; Blessed be the name of the Lord.
As Job endures these calamities without reproaching Divine Providence, Satan solicits permission to afflict his person as well, and God says, "Behold he is in your hand, but don?t touch his life." Satan, therefore, smites him with dreadful boils, and Job, seated in ashes, scrapes off the corruption with a pot shard. His wife wants him to "curse God, and die" but Job answers, "Shall we receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive evil?""
Remember...in the END God rewards Job's faith by doubling his riches and bestowing great blessings...
Maybe a bit sappy, but this is how I feel (this IS ME) towards this man.....
CLK, I allowed you to get close to me after my several years alone, to let 'you' really trulyNdeeply see, know, feel, touch me, taste me and yet................ you push away just enough. You are whom I want to be with in more ways than just the sexual, compassionate moments and yes they were awesome to no end, and OH THE MEMORIES!!! and yet....you still stand at bay. I love the times we 'are' together having a nice quiet evening with wine and next to the fireplace after dinner with good music on and nothing else. My learning about your hobbies, your likes and dislikes. You have stood by me in a few rough times and I with you, and we together through our surgeries, and yet........ I love the rides to no where, holding onto your strong frame/chest/waist feeling SAFE! I love just being in the same room with you. AND YET..... "I" have trusted you from the moment, NO from the "instant" I met you and I have no clue why. It was just there. Even the first ride with you, and I hadn't been on a bike since I was 8 or 9 and I compeletly, totally, fully unconditionally, trusted you. "In my own way, I love you." That's all.....I just do, and yet..........you still hold your heart/soul at bay just far enough away. Just.....out of reach. I 'do' love you in my own way and I can only Pray that one day, you'll see ME....and will no longer hold your heart/soul at bay. I'm waiting with a patient heart/soul for you....
Blade, may I also extend to you, my heartfelt, deepest most compassionate condolences. I can honestly say I KNOW what your going through....if ya ever want or need to chat/talk/vent....look me up let me know. I'll be there!
HUGZ Suz/Bran~;)
Maybe a bit sappy, but this is how I feel (this IS ME) towards this man.....
CLK,
I allowed you to get close to me after my several years alone, to let 'you' really trulyNdeeply see, know, feel, touch me, taste me and yet................
you push away just enough.
You are whom I want to be with in more ways than just the sexual, compassionate moments and yes they were awesome to no end, and OH THE MEMORIES!!!
and yet....you still stand at bay.
I love the times we 'are' together having a nice quiet evening with wine and next to the fireplace after dinner with good music on and nothing else. My learning about your hobbies, your likes and dislikes. You have stood by me in a few rough times and I with you, and we together through our surgeries, and yet........
I love the rides to no where, holding onto your strong frame/chest/waist feeling SAFE!
I love just being in the same room with you. AND YET.....
"I" have trusted you from the moment, NO from the "instant" I met you and I have no clue why. It was just there. Even the first ride with you, and I hadn't been on a bike since I was 8 or 9 and I compeletly, totally, fully unconditionally, trusted you.
"In my own way, I love you." That's all.....I just do, and yet..........you still hold your heart/soul at bay just far enough away. Just.....out of reach.
I 'do' love you in my own way and I can only Pray that one day, you'll see ME....and will no longer hold your heart/soul at bay. I'm waiting with a patient heart/soul for you....
Blade, may I also extend to you, my heartfelt, deepest most compassionate condolences. I can honestly say I KNOW what your going through....if ya ever want or need to chat/talk/vent....look me up let me know. I'll be there!
Re:Blade, please accept mine also. I too understand that pain. But we each suffer it so individually. I shall send prayers for you and your beloved Julie.
symbiotic write:
Re: Truly,a beautiful sentiment. In sympathy and empathy,I am sorry for your loss and pain. It has happened to me twice.
fallenblade write: tears fall silent like raindrops into a ocean of pain JULIE 10~5~67 24~4~07 R~I~P FOREVER YOURS FAITHFULY
Re:Blade, please accept mine also. I too understand that pain. But we each suffer it so individually. I shall send prayers for you and your beloved Julie.
symbiotic write:
Re: Truly,a beautiful sentiment. In sympathy and empathy,I am sorry for your loss and pain. It has happened to me twice.
fallenblade write: tears fall silent like raindrops into a ocean of pain JULIE 10~5~67 24~4~07 R~I~P FOREVER YOURS FAITHFULY