So for the last few months I've been living the Groundhog Day movie. I got dumped by my boyfriend of a year, he had some sort of meltdown and melted me out of his life. Now, everyday I get up thinking "maybe today will be different." Maybe today will be the day things turn around and I'll be riding off into the sunset with a hot biker who makes me laugh and I can be myself around. NOPE!!! Groundhog Day strikes again... Same ole thing, no hot dates, rainy weather (I work in landscaping, so that means no $ for my sportster) and demanding little ones. So, I ran into him yesterday while he was riding his bike. He pulled over and we talked for an hour. It made me miss him more. Now I have to remind myself of what Junie says, make him think I don't need him. Its so hard though. Trying to stay strong. Um yea, well to hell with it all now. My ex is filing to have my child support lowered and refuses to pay childcare. He's been unemployed for 4 months and won't go back to work. I thought my crappy personal life was bad, now I have to deal with less money and more kid time. Makes groundhog day look like spring break!
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