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Posted on Fri, Jun 18, 2010 19:33

Hey Yall...........I think the subject for this entry is centered on life/relationships/love.  I've had pretty crappy experiences with marriage, but reflecting back to my past, I realize all that was basically my fault.  The past was filled  with bad choices, poor decisions, and actions based on "heart" instead of "mind".  One of my true constant quests is to gain more wisdom.  God is leading me to that.  At this point in time, I'm concentrating on "me" and my healing(lot's of damage/scars/trauma from my last marriage).  I've got to figure out what exactly I want in life and what kind of relationships I should develop.  I'm also OK with the fact that maybe I'm not supposed to have that "one true love".  Maybe God's plan for me is to give to others and serve His children instead of having a woman.  I just don't know...........but I'm at least in a secure and strong enough place, at this time, to calmly explore and grow.  I don't know why, but for the last 6 or so years, the Eagles' song "Desperado" touches me in a very poignant way........especially the part about "your prison is walking through this world all alone".  Maybe it is.............maybe it isn't!  God will show me the path.  Peace, Dragondog52



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